I could relate to you the travails of my newfound profession, but I by no means want to sacrifice myself to the ultimate of schadenfreude. But there have been instances of light in the classroom; the one time a student shook my hand and said, “thank you” with the utmost of sincerity, or the time I took a student to Stanford and he remarked, “This has been the best day of my life.”
As resentful as I may be sometimes of teaching, Teach for America, or my 180 adolescent students, I feel intensely grateful. I have had the opportunity to form some close relationships, motivate students to work harder, and learn even more about myself. As a professional in education for the past five months, I can undeniably say that this is one of the hardest, most stressful professions, especially for this pay bracket. I make close to $27,000 after taxes as a first-year teacher in the WCCUSD and have worked far more hours than I have in any job yet (I work close to eighty hours per week between school, preps, tutoring, and college classes).
‘Relationships’ is one of the most cliche bywords of the Teach for America experience yet, it is one of the organization’s strengths. Granted, many of the TFA corps members do not have the education background, let alone the teaching experience, to become successful teachers from the start, but the passion and sincerity of many of my colleagues has allowed us to form long-term mentoring relationships with our students. One of my students (let’s call him Miguel), recently came to me excitedly, “Mr. V, I have never had a passing semester until I met you! I want to go to college and be young and smart, just like you.” Granted, I cannot claim that I have the skills to control classrooms of >40 (shout-out to my Algebra 1 students!), but I have been successful in building relationships and encouraging my students to strive for something better.
So, before I sign off, I hope you take the opportunity to reflect on all of your personal, professional, and even casual relationships and how important and formative they have been for you. I’m grateful for everyone who has helped make me the way I am and aim to nurture these relationships every day. I can only hope to be as instrumental to someone else’s development in the future.
No Excuses,
Mr. V